I love you 

I love you 

I love you 

I used to think that no one on earth, 

has ever loved anyone,

as much as I loved DTR.

No one could possibly understand. 

It was the most consuming, life changing, beautiful thing to ever happen to anyone,

And I got it so early.

The feelings overwhelmed my little body, 

I had no where to put them,

so it physically hurt.

It physically hurt

How much I loved him.

Time moved differently 

when we were in our world,

speaking our language.

It was the most magic 

a human could possibly feel.

So a long time a ago,

I realized this was never going to happen to me again.

Not in this lifetime.

Lightning doesn’t strike the same place twice 

but I was the luckiest girl on earth,

to have even had it once.

But something unimaginable happened,

It happened again.

I can’t breathe and my chest hurts and time isn’t real.

It happened again.

It can happen again.

I love you

I love you

I love you